I'm wondering why
thinking of those happy times with you
brings me tears.
And I'm wondering why
thinking of those times we argued
brings me laughters.
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
3:46 PM
I think everything had already ended bahx.. and i ended up with nothing.. yes.. like wat others said... dont give a person everything because when she's gone, u've got nothing... thats me.
In the end, i'm still just a puppet who got fooled around.. a guy who got ditched... a guy who got cheated.. a bad guy.. only by being the bad one.. then i could make u forget me and hate me till the end... only by being the bad one.. then u could love him more.. only by being the one.. then u could be happier.. .. and forget abt everything..
by doing so.. i could have all the blame on .. and not anyone else..
And i realise... to her.. memories are not to cherish.. to her.. the past is just the past.. and wat she wants.. is just a better guy.. not the things that we went through..
Its time for me to turn back to my original place.. not to a place where i shldn't be.. the most complicated ones.. although its not easy to get use to it.. but i have no choice.. theres only a road for me and i can only walk with myself...nothing else.. to heal all my wounds.. i could only use my own hands..
Back to the place where i shld be.. back to where am i..
once i was happy.
and i thought it was always going to be that way.
when suddenly, my world was shattered.
and everything i've dreamt of crumbled to pieces.
and i was left alone with only a handful to start with.
i'm in deep shit.. didn't study anything for tml's exam
i'm sry for all the words that i've said.. i was left with no choice.. but only those words and things that hurt u could end us in a faster way.. i'm really sorry.. i lied everything that i've said..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
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