Shhh.....

I'm wondering why
thinking of those happy times with you
brings me tears.
And I'm wondering why
thinking of those times we argued
brings me laughters.

I'm not posting in this blog probably ever again. All the posts here really forms a significant part of my life. Its something that worth me keeping in my memory forever. Read it if u wish. I'm truely sorry is anything here makes u uncomfortable. Click on the link at the top left hand corner for my current blog. =))

Monday, August 21, 2006
6:55 PM

Hah. Been more than 1 week since my last. Though still not in the mood, but i think its time for another post. My life has been so thrilling these few weeks. Really so much significant things that happened, and really changed my life.

Stress hadn't gave way to me. Through relationship, studies, friends and family. Although it is not given in a way, but everything that linked up, pushed me down. I'm not elaborating much.

You gotta respect me.
You gotta understand me.

I am no one else.
Treat me like a decent love.

I've got emotions, and my limits.
You arent suppose to be wielding knives,
stabbing them one by one and slowly into the depths of weakness.

The delusions of fault confuses and exhausts me.
Told you once too many times, distinctions arent important
but baby,
I feel underappreciated.
I'm just one poor soul, holding on to a little faith.
Hold it on for me.

For I fear my soul is weak,
and the wound is deep.
The hand's getting loose because I lost too much life fluid.

Too many priorities, you gotta made a decision whether u want me at all.
It isnt fair.
No, not to me.
Hold on to me,
or let me know you are letting go. =

Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.