I'm wondering why
thinking of those happy times with you
brings me tears.
And I'm wondering why
thinking of those times we argued
brings me laughters.
I'm not posting in this blog probably ever again. All the posts here really forms a significant part of my life. Its something that worth me keeping in my memory forever. Read it if u wish. I'm truely sorry is anything here makes u uncomfortable. Click on the link at the top left hand corner for my current blog. =))
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Friday, March 31, 2006
7:36 PM
TESTS TILL U GO CRAZY !
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Monday, March 27, 2006
6:09 PM
Yo ! Hahax. Its another newie week. sianx rite. But no choice life still has to go on. Anyway, the camp was quite fun throughout.
The camp started off at friday night. I reached sch at abt 11pm+ and study physics there with yuanhao till 12am+. Lolx.. quite crazy. Woke up at 5am+ the next morning by the stupid sec1s ! wtf mannx. Crazy freaks. Tell them to wake up at 7am and fall-in by 7.30. And these freaks woke up at 5.30am. Haix. Had my physics test at 7.30am-8.30am then joined back. Set off at abt 10am+ to our starting point- National Stadium. From there, we were split into patrols and carry on to our own checkpoint. ST. ANDREWS COMMUNITY HOSPITAL, thats our first. Omgosh. I will never forget where is it for my whole lifetime. Thats the worse hospital i've ever seen in my life till now. Next, Expo ! WTH. Its far far far. We need to walk from Bedok Mrt station to Tanah Merah then to Expo station. Kaox. BUT, heeheex... =X.. Reached Expo and slack there for awhile.. air-con mahx. Ate my Ruffles and big gulp.. woOtx.. shh. =X. Then next, Changi beach. Haix. Quite nice there, although its sandy everywhere. Built our shelter, dinner, wash-up and sleep at around 2am+. Tired ! Just a blink, MORNING ! Its nice. The fantastic feeling of sunrise in front of u when u just woke up. PT, INSPECTION, breakfast, back home ! hmm..
Actually i took some photos over the trip but, haix, due to some technical problems, i cant upload it to my comp. Wait for me to fix bahx. Bye for now. BYES !
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, March 24, 2006
3:36 PM
Finally friday. YOU KNOW WHAT. Later scoutie training-hike camp.. T_T till sunday afternoon. wtf sia. haix. tml still have the physics test. gd luck to me. no mood to type anymore. byes
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
5:54 PM
MESSED !
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
12:13 AM
Wahax ! LOL.. changing my current skin soon.. cux i've found a new skin ! hahax. Stay tune for it~
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
5:21 PM
YOyo ! I'm back here. Whats wrong with this few days huh ?.. just feeling weird.. don't have the feel of holiday.. haix..
Friday, 10 March
Just a stupid day ! Last day of the term, first day of the camp. =.= Lots of ppl were late for the camp, so can't do much at the beginning. The school was abnormally eerie this time. Weird
things happened, everyone wasn't feeling very good. But things still need to get on. Haix. SENTRY DUTY ! The worse part. Its just us, this pathetic batch to do everything. Haix. For almost every camp, its us to do this stupid duty. But it also brought us together. Actually we were supposed to take turns, but we are use to all for one, so usually we will do all together and no exception for this time. Hahax. Its fun actually, we talk craps throughout and do funny stuffs.. hahax.. but just this kind of stupid stuffs that built our memories. We were supposed to do till 4am.. hehee.. luckily we were clever enough to sleep at 3am... cux everyone were sleeping le mahx.. shhh.. hahax.
Saturday, 11 March
Slept for 3 pathetic hours to wake up at 6am.. wash-up, flag raising, breakfast and chiong ah ! LOLX. I wasn't happy with the planning by the ventures. My patrol was thrown to yishun and they supposed us to earn there. Just 2 blocks and its impossible. I'm fed up and went back sengkang. Met up with Bryan and Sihao at cp and went back sch together at abt 5+. -Slacking time- Hahax. Wash-up and rest. And yar, we did something crazy again. HAHAX. We went field-cooking at 11pm+ ! LOLX.. Crazy enough. All thanks to SOMEONE horx. I'm sure that someone will read this and will go "hmph!* hmph!* hmph!*" LOLX ! True enough ? hahax. soon after we recieved one horrible terrible news. WE HAD TO DO SENTRY DUTY AGAIN ! Oh pls. We are human too, we need rest, we need sleep. But this time we decided to go against. Luckily, we were given sleep. Hmm.. U know something... we slept at staff room.. shh.. hahax.
Sunday, 12 March
YOH. Anther terrible day ! Gagax.. Our flag-raising supposed to start at 7.15am. And we wake up at 7.10am. LOLX. Stupid Bryan with his dreams. Hahax. So we rush up and change and chiong down for flag-raising in 5mins time.. without washing up.. hahax. After that went for breakfast. And WTF, worse today.. My patrol been posted to Potong Pasir.. I'm damn buay song liaox.. but still no choice.. i still need listen to the instruction. Haix. So went there with Yuanhao's patrol. Just as i expected, 1km radius only had 37 blocks. The others are all terrance houses.. haix. In the end, met up with bryan and sihao with their their patrol for lunch. So we came out with a plan call " Great Leap Forward" or " the Long March " HahaX ! Found it farmiliar ? Hahahax.. We chiong through the bungalow area at Serangoon there and end up dunno at where. The bungalows there are really marvelous.. first time in my life i saw such big houses.. somehow close to mansion.. went back sch and dismissal. Haix. As i said, we are the pathetic batch. So, cleaning up also we do.
Monday, 13 March
Waha ! sleeping day. slacking day. Slept till 3pm ! lolx.. wake up by a call from my darling. Hahax. Not bad. Had my combined breakfast-lunch and slack liaox. quite a boring day.
Tuesday, 14 March
Whats wrong with today huh ?! lolx.. a weird day. Went do project at 11am for abt an hour+.. then went back home online. then later go out to cp again for lunch and study with Wendy. Quite weird huh. Back home at 6+ then do nothing.
Today mahx..quite ok lahx. An interesting day.. meet up with darling after her lesson then went cp.. hahax. Do some crappy stuffs.. then went home lers.. Haix. So troubled with that idiotic fucking irritating ass guy. Just another crazy bastard.. really dunno lahx.. haix.. headache sia.. one after another.. When will this end ? lolx.. go sleep le lahx.. hope all of you enjoy this post.. Thank You. Hahahahax.. Nitx all !!
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
10:48 PM
Aiyo. Just the same as last time lahx. TIRED. SLEEPY. Nitex.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, March 10, 2006
4:26 PM
Gagaax.. ! Going Scoutie de job-week camp later.. quite stupid right. Assemble at 7pm... =.= . then dunno do wat till tml morning then go for job-week. Anyway, its plan by ventures. =.= Haix. Till sunday evening then back home. Won't be much fun by ventures, i guess. Hahax.
Ending here.
-JJ
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
5:50 PM
haix.. today sports day. We lost.. but not surprised. hmm.. soo tired now.. but...
I feel that there are things that are kept beyond me. Maybe these are just some things that i shld not know. but deep down in my heart, i wish to know everything, anything. No matter it makes me sad or happy, i just wish to know. Cux i tend to find out things myself before ppl can tell me.
I feel a lot, observe a lot. Things that i've predicted seems to happen everytime. And i'm afraid of that, one terrible day..
7 days in a week. Monday- friday schooling. Sat scouts. Left sunday. Whats wrong with time ?! Its just not enough for my usage.
There's a lot i wish to say. Somethings that can't be expressed in words.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
5:12 PM
Shadows of the past floating around.. when will it disappear.. no one knows.. till u can change one day.. and explain everything..
Haix. I just found out that i'm lost here. My 16th year on this earth. And now at this part of my life, i'm lost. I just didn't know what to do. Don't feel like studying, don't feel like doing anything. Why ?!? I just can't figure it out, yet no one could be here to help me. I don't know what to do the next second, just thinking of things to every second. And i know, i'm leading a sad life, and i'm along the way. My heart and soul is not with me.
This blog sucks. Cux i can't type chinese. =.= It appears weird things.
Sianx. i feel like dying. But i don't want to die. I still got an unaccomplish mission.
Just SMILE =)
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, March 03, 2006
4:34 PM
Life seems boring-er than ever. Everyday now, its just the same routine. BORING. Nothing special right now. I don't know why, its just so different le.. I really miss the lower sec days.. with the e4rians playing all around. Now, everyday after sch is either go home study or stay at sch slack. Nothing interesting. Staring at the comp now, don't know what to do. No games interest me anymore. Maybe some mapling a while or so, then dunno what to do again.
Study, sianx. ZZzz. It sucks lahx. People wishing that O-levels can finish quickly, then can do whatever they want. lolx. I was thinking, what to do after Os ? Find a job ? slack ? hahax.. when time comes then think. For now, study and study. Monday to friday. Sat, Scouts, Slack. Sunday, out, no where go, boring, penniless. Hahax.
Slack, slack, slack. Study, study, study. Tests, tests, tests. Fail, fail fail. Sianx, sianx, sianx. Stress, stress, stress. Isn't this the life of a sec4 student ? Hahax.. maybe u're different.. i don't know..
Tml after Scouts chemistry lesson. But i thinking my thinkings are different now. Perhaps influence my my friends. Its not kaox or sianx again. I just feel that, thats good. Hahax.. surprised ? I wish i could score better. I don't want anymore re-test again ! So i'm going to work harder. Haix. But i know i'll need to spend more time on that. That ?!?
Hmm.. also nothing much to blog during this time. So, won't be blogging as much le. Cux its just the same.. if there's anything special, i'll update here. And smile =D... u'll feel better. Ending here liaox.. wait for my next post.. i promise it'll be more interesting.. I just think my blog is boring. hahax. If there's any comments just tag ahead. I'll make changes. Byes
Fucked up life. Penniless boy.. =.=
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
6:15 PM
I'll die one day.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
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