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Friday, December 30, 2005
12:07 AM
SICK !
SICK !
SICK !
gaHH... ENOUGH. Haix. Tml still have the stupid re-exam thing. Yet i can't go. Don't know it's a bad thing or good thing. Didn't go see doctor.. wanna save money. I'm poor ! Think i kana food-poisoning. Lolx.. Super flu just finish then super poison liaox.. I'm dying !! Haix. Bye for now. Nitex
Fucked up life. Penniless boy. =.=
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
6:54 PM
Never post last few days. Haix. Also quite busy with things lahx.. But also have fun during christmas.. recieves a few presents from my aunt. Hahax..
Anyway, I'm damn SICK now.. again.. Kaox. Yesterday was having stomachache. Then vomitting throughout the night.. kaox.. worse ever sia. Now still giddy giddy de.. not feeling very well.. haix. Going watch tv liao lahx.. Byes..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
12:00 AM
Whahahax.. !!! Now is exactly 12a.m !! 25th december 2005. Merry X'mas to everyone.. Enjoy the peace, love and happiness of this wonderful season.. Hahahahx.. !!! Enjoy..
Hope You can by my side this very moment.. it's just that impossible..
Nitex all.. Have a happy christmas..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
11:58 PM
Wahahax.. now is 3 mins to Christmas !!! Lolx.. happy bo ? i'm not very.. Cux i'm celebrating myself.. Sianx !! Nvm. It's ok ! Lolx.. omgomg.. !!
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
ahhh. i'm rotting again !! Sianx. Whole day at home today, do nothing. But maple is fun ! Hahahahax.. got the new christmas thingy. Hmm.. let me post a screenshot. Hahax.
Hmm.. Was wondering how to put the pic the place i want to. Why it just stuck on top ? Hahax. Nvm lahx. Gtg sleep lers. Nitex
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, December 23, 2005
12:22 AM
Hello everyone ! Lolx. Didn't post yesterday. Hahax. Lazy lahx.. also nothing much to post. Yesterday went to watch KingKong with my cousin. Haix. No choice. No ppl wanna accompany me go watch, so in the end go find my cousin. Sianx. Hahax. It's quite a nice show.. but longg.
Hmm.. also nothing much today lahx. Went sch in the morning to continue the thingy. We are completing !! Yay. Finally lahx. Kaes. But still not yet completed =.= LOLx. Have my lunch at cp. While having my meal, i saw some ppl which i don't wish to. KAOX. I was having my lunch u know. YOU KNOW. Kaox. Making me having LOTS of difficulties completing my lunch. Stupid. Just some irrtating irritates. IRRITATORS. Call me and don't talk. WTF ?!? Haix. This kind of ppl hor.. (shooke ur head) .
Anyway, today is the day to eat "tang yuan". Hahahax. Dunno wad is it call lahx. Nvm. Some mapling, and now blogging. Lolx.. going sleep liaox. Byes. Nitex !
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
11:42 PM
Hi ladies and gentlemens ! Wahahahax. just a same day as be4. STUPID. This is boring !!! I don't want this kind of holiday life anymore !!! It simply SUCKS. haix. But no choice.
Stupid sia. This sch is really stupid. Gone case !! Kiasu sch. Kiasi principle !! Kaox. Early in the morning went sch. The security told me principle not happy with the structure and lots of things. I was like "orh.. ok". Then went inside general office. The women( not sure who is she) told me principle not happy AGAIN. Say what later the structure collapse, later ppl injured, later.. duno lahx.. still got lots. Damn tu lan. Went out general office a bunch of prefects came up. ALSO ABT THE STRUCTURE. WTF ?!?! The main thing ish, we have not completed yet !! Talk,talk, talk. So clever come and do lahx. Kaox. While walking to scout room, saw the damn stupid ugly banner at parade square. Wat the hell. Who did it ? Another stupid teacher !! Kaox. Still ask ppl from another CCa to help us do banner. STUPID. Haix.
Luckily still had some fun later. Although didn't continue to do the structure, but we did a 3-2-1 flag-pole !! Not easy sia. It's abt 4 story high. Wow. Hahax. but we managed to complete it =) . Went for a heavy lunch. Hahax. A plate of chicken rice and 3 roti pratas =XX. Wahahax. Went back home and continue my old routine at home. Sianx.
Haix. i'm boring now. How come everyday like that de !! lolx.. Hmm. Just now read a book bought by my sis de. Hahax. It's in chinese, a love story. Something like a comic but not, with lots of poems. Nice. Gonna accompany me for the next few days. Gtg for now lers. Good night all !!
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Monday, December 19, 2005
11:38 PM
haix.. this few days so restless.. dun feel like blogging.. sianx. sick and lonely. i can only be happy when i'm with my friends.. but everytime when darkness came.. i become soo lonely. now inside the cold room alone.. listening to songs.. sianx..
almost every night, i cant fall into sleep easily.. lots of things passes through my mind.. cant close my eyes.
Today, still sicksick de. Then morning went sch continue the draw-bridge with my scoutie mates. It's fun together with them. Their funny. Hahax.. But feel much more better after going sch. We are finishing the draw-bridge !! So happy. LOLx. Satisfied.
Anyway, tml still need go sch to finished up the frame and bone all these. Hope can finish it as soon as possible, then no need keep going to sch liaox. Hate seeing some teachers. hahax. Going sleep for now lers. Nitex all.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
10:54 PM
haiz. still damn sick now. sianx. juz change my blog de song. NIce ? i bet is yes lahx. LOLx. this song reminds me of many things. hahax. nvm. tml still need go sch to continue the structure. SIANX. didn't blog last few days. haix.. too sick to blog le.. don't know why suddenly become soo sick. going sleep lers.. nitex.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
11:55 PM
haix. yesterday too sick to post liaox... now still sicksick de.. stupid flu. make me sneeze more then a hundred times today. =XX gahhx. haix. this few days rotting at home.. really boring sia.. but start studying liaox.. preparing for the re-exam. kaox.. cant fail mannx.. if fail then must drop. stupid sch. holiday still wan us study. sianxx.. bye for now. cya tml. heex. nitex.
memories floating in my heart.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
10:17 PM
kao eh. today went to watch the stupid chicken little. IT SIMPLY SUX. lolx.. waste my precious S$7.00 on it. waste my time. the movie is juz a little more then an HOUR. wtf.. those who wans to watch it, better think twice. not as nice as u think. quite cute but no meaning. hahax. but if u really wanna watch then go ahead and waste your $7.. anyway thats my opinion. nothing much more today. Nitex.
i'm waiting..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Monday, December 12, 2005
10:52 PM
sianx. whole day resting at home today. unpacked things. don't know if i should write my camp story. hahahax.. think forget it, cuz it's quite long. lolx. nothing much today. online, check up some stuffs. quite boring. write some messages =X. don't know if i'm doing the right thing. haix. nvm lahx. now pondering also no use liaox. cux i've already done it. hahax. today i bit siaosiao liaox. retro. listening to old songs. F4,5566 and much more. lolx.. found all those cds in my sis drawers. took them all out and ripped inside my comp. now i got tons. hahahax. some are nice. some sucks. quite contented. lolx.. think gtg now. maybe have some maple be4 sleeping. Nite. Byes
I really miss you so.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
10:54 PM
Hi everyone ! lolx.. juz back from scouts camp today ! quite tired and sleepy just now.. but after a nap feels much more better.. haix.. the camp is like soo long.. but quite fun lahx.. many things happened during the camp. happy and unhappy.. but since its over, dun wish to talk abt it anymore.. came back from camp this afternoon.. went online and saw somethings on net that make me unhappy lahx. but forget it.. its my fault anyway.. after a nap and feels better.. =) just wrote finish some things.. make me better too.. gahx.. dun wish to talk too much lahx. gonna sleep lers.. sleepy =.=.. Nite all. =D
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
aiyah. juz deleted my last post.. cux i dunno wad i'm writing last time. sry for wad i did or said.. i'm a bit crazy now anyway.. i dunno wad i'm thinking and doing.. so lost. shit lahx.. feeling miserable. unable to describe my feeling in words. juz dunno dunno wad lahx.. kaox. juz back from camp.. many things on my head now. juz now saw something that realli realli realli make me so sad. and i dun wish to mention abt it anymore. ermx. maybe i go for a nap now then will be better.. cux my mind is very messy now. brb
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
11:17 PM
LOLx. hows ur day today ? fine ? hahax.. wondering wad am i doing now ? kaox.. of course is blogging at my blog lahx.. stupid leh u.. WAHH.. kidding nia lahx.. nothing much today. just whole day at home. and the stupid maple. wtf !!!! from 1.30 patch till now !! STILL PATCHING... lolx.. realli stupid sia.. lousy server. need patch so long. anyway, this friday going for scoutie camp lers !!! yay !! finally can be away from this boring house for 3 days !! lolx.. gonna have fun and get crazy.. although quite weird. haix.. so sianx now. no maple.. but just now so happy.. lolx.. cux a lot of ppl talk to me.. hahax.. i noe thats lame. but now all offline or busy liaox.. lonely again. =.=.. hahax.. nvm lahx.. i also going sleep lers.. tml will be a brand new day !! gonna clean up my room and pack the things for camp.. hmm.. i go sleep liaox.. cya. Nitex
close ur eyes and open ur mind. u will be able to see the world.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
11:37 PM
sianx.. haix.. soo tired now.. wake up in the morning by a stupid phonecall. realli stupid. cux when i was abt to pick up the phone. it stopped ringing..wtf. then cant sleep le.. online, maple. sianx.. but now got new server ! quite fun lahx.. cux all still noob.. lolx. hmm. went scoutie at 2pm.. for the sake of band !! prepare the campfire for them.. realli tiring sia.. stupid fire-ball.. made me re-tie the wire soo many times.. lots of things happen due to the fire-ball lahx.. haix. luckily the whole thing went smoothly. =P.. quite a successful camp-fire. hmm. have my dinner prepared by band. its nice =D.. eat until soo full .lolx. realli have fun. haix. but now.. alone in the room. gahx. dunno how to continue liao lahx.. it sucks.. forget it. too tired to think.. going sleep liaox. lahx. so ending here.. Nitex.
you're like suddenly disappeared. afraid.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Monday, December 05, 2005
10:45 PM
wahahax. crazy today. wake up early in the morning and went scoutie. soak the firewood and did some rubbish. LOLx. stupid. just doing for the sake of band. sianx. tml still have the band campfire to prepare.. that means STILL NEED GO SCH. lolx. better than at home lahx. hmm... went rivervale plaza to buy my lunch.. 3 pratas and ice-jelly ! lolx.. then went back sch and eat.. sianx. then left only bryan and me.. so thought of continuing our structure outside the general office.. hmm. took along some poles and robe.. hahahax.. in the end the whole thing is still the same. LOLx. we built a swing ! play a while. slack. hmm.. then on my way home, i saw something soo funnie.. while i was crossing the road. i saw a man opposite.. he is soo funny sia. =XX.. hahax. he is soo tall. i think abt 190. AND has a BIg tummy a small head and some abnormal teeths. BIg size. the funniest thing is he has no hair and wore fake hair(i know it's bad for me to say that but its realli funny) then he was walking towards me, with another lady walking beside him. a very fine lady. then i was looking at them.. hahahax.. i went laughing. thats wierld. reached home.. with some difficulty taking off my shoes. took my first step into the house. and wtf. i sprained my toes. i dunno is it possible for not... but my toes hurts. haix. still got more things happen ahead lahx.. but too tired to think and write.. hahahax.. bye for now. Nitex
arghx. its amazing.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
11:26 PM
LOLx. sux sia.. today whole day at home !! maple, maple and more maple !!! MAPLING. kaox. only can numb myself in the world of games !! hahax.. so also nothing much today.. hmm. dunno wanna talk some craps a not.. think dun wan lahx. tml still have scoutie !! WTF. tuesday scoutie too.. gahhh.. haix. better then staying at home lahx.. hmm.. think ending here liaox.. Nitex
the road is long.. my heart goes on..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
sianx. aiyah.. today nothing special happen. went scoutie in morning. structures. climbing,tying, dying. sianx. kaox. so tired now.. dun realli wish to write much today.. hmm. but just now something miracle happen !!! hahax.. wanna know wat issit ? dun tell u lehx... lolx.. SHOCKED. hahax.. nvm lahx. quite happy. hmm. go sleep liao lahx. nitex
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, December 02, 2005
7:52 PM
haix. tiring day for me. today gonna post earlier... so tired. think sleeping early... hmm... early in the morning went scoutie.. pioneering, pioneering and pioneering... sianx.. do the stupid structure, draw-bridge.. i doubt will it work.. lolx.. stupid G.O.H... so dua pai.. still need draw-bridge to welcome.. lolx.. then went library to check up some stuffs using the comp. and FUCK UP by some idiotic asshole.. stupid sia.. make me so high diao.. wtf. then mood not very good liaox.. but still need to face them and do things together. sianx. from morning 10am till 5pm+ then went home. kaox.. make me dam tired sia. but better then at home rotting yea.. at lease go sch still got some fun and work.. hhmm.. today dun have craps to write liaox.. maybe is cux i'm realli dammit the tired.. haix. sleeping early today. cux tml have scoutie AGAIN.. wthh.. sianx.. still need to wake up so early.. haix. so think i gonna go sleep soon lers.. cya. Nitezx
wondering how are u now. miss yar. sadx
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
11:36 PM
sianx.. lolx.. today darl fly le.. haix. nothing left for me. so lonely now. feel so lost.. boring at home. NO LIFE. hahax.. anyway just came back from genting must be happy mah.. lolx.. but happy bu qi lai.. reasons ? lolx.. too much. hmm.. wanna hear some stories from genting ? hahahax.. very funnie ders.. hmm.. hahax.. first day reach there.. check in at the hotel then first thing i went inside the room is, SHOCK. lolx.. dam small sia.. with only a king-size bed.. and its gonna like sleep 4 person for us.. hahax.. my cousin,2 of my close friends and me.. hahax.. all guys lahx.. hmm.. after putting all the things all these.. then went walkwalk with them.. nothing to do sia.. then have our dinner in a buffet restaurant.. then walk walk again then back to hotel. sianx. have some wrestling in the room with them.. hahax.. CHAOS. lolx.. just some slamming and knock here knock there.. hmm.. then went sleeping with 4ppl on A bed.. hahax.. quite ok lahx.. not very sqeezy.. hmm.. 2nd day wake up early in the morning 6am by the stupid hp alarm.. noisy sia.. but only i one person wake up in the end.. all went back sleeping.. then i was like shouting here and there but none bother me.. hahax.. then i also went back sleeping.. LOLX.. hmm.. then in the end is wake up by a call from other ppl.. hahax.. have a wash up then breakfast lo.. hmm.. then went down to the mushroom farm with no real mushroom with everyone.. quite fun there.. cold on the way.. but still have an ice-cream.. hahahax..take a few pics.. then went back up. hmm.. then is fun time at indoor. nothing to play actually.. all not fun der.. now the bumper-car sucks to the core.. super slow.. dun have the bumping impact liaox..sianx. luckily still have some fun thing.. hahax.. went to the haunted house.. lolx.. really have fun inside.. got 1 stupid guy think that he is scary.. trying to scare me.. but.. haix.. in the end kana push by me and i told him "go away lahx. stupid asshole" LOLX ten he was kinda dun care liaox.. and turn around to scare my bros.. then i go scare him.. hahax.. then he jump over the fence and chase me.. lolx.. then i push him away again.. hahahahax.. he cant ouch me.. lolx.. so bad of me.. hahax.. but inside still quite scary lahx.. all my bro humji de.. always call me to walk infront.. lolx.. then got once infront is a mirror.. then i dunno mahs.. thought can go through de.. so kana bang on the mirror.. *ouch* lolx.. hmm.. luckily got this angmo with us.. lolx.. he is soo daring.. so we tell him to walk in front.. so he walked.. hmm.. then finish liaox.. we so happy.. hahax.. and said " this is cool" hahax.. BUT this angmo says this "BULLSHIT" LOLX.. hahax.. and we went laughing.. diaox..hmm.. after all these bo liao thing.. then went coffee bean to drink the ice-blended mocha with some of them.. chat some things there and went back hotel.. hahax.. some wresting then poker cards.. hmm.. more then hundreds push-ups then went sleeping..lolx.. 3rd day. also nothing much lahx. went outdoor to play..played almost everything. exept for some kiddy stuffs and the space-shot... actually wanna go for the spaceshot de.. but all soo humji dun dare play.. so in the end no ppl accompany me so dun play liaox.. heex.. hmm.. archery is fun ! hahax.. have some shooting.. although not very pro but still got a few bull's eye.. =) lolx.. have our dinner.. and went back outdoor again ! lolx.. playplay awhile then rain liaox.. sianx.. but COLD.. lolx.. go sit the spinner then got drenched.. everything wet.. hahax.. hmm.. went back hotel and do the same thing again.. sleep. hmm. finally 4th day lers ! wake up then pack our things. have our breakfast and lunch. some shopping.. oh yah.. and i bought a enormous lollipop for my darl.. lolx.. but no chance to give her.. lolx.. nvm lahx... hmm.. then say byebye to genting lers.. actually its quite fun over there.. but realli miss my darl like siao.. hahax.. hmm.. finish my genting story liaox..
hmm.. sianx.. tml still have the stupid scouty thingy.. still need to plan the sec1 campfire.. haix.. holiday le still got so much things to do.. think think.. i realli no life huh.. everyone leaving.. left me alone.. lost. haix.. now darl shld be having fun at london lers.. lolx.. sianx.. life sux. anyway so sleepy now.. write so much liaox.. go sleep lers.. Byes. Gd Nitex
u miss me mah ?
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
haix.. sianxx.. just came back home. soo tired after not much fun...thought my darl will be online but never.. sianx.. tml she flying lerrs... dunno when will be back.. most probably can only see her when sch reopens.. lolx.. miserable me.. hahax.. its not easy u know.. haix.. tml then continue to blog lahx.. now so tired. going sleep liaox.. Nitex..
Bye darl.. take care lots..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
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