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thinking of those happy times with you
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And I'm wondering why
thinking of those times we argued
brings me laughters.
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
9:18 PM
Hmm.. today gonna post earlier ler... cux not feeling very well. getting sick soon.. haix.. tml going to genting ler... but dunno why this time dun feel the happiness of going there.. quite tired actually.. after a long day. today do PT during scouts like siao like tat.. hahax.. everywhere cramp.. sunburnt ! lolx.. now feeling sicksick liaox.. dam headache.. shit. haix.. never talk to my darl for the 2nd day lers !!! lolx.. one of the reasons why i feel sick.. hahahax... actually i don't wanna go genting der.. wanna stay at singapore to chat with dalr till she fly... haix.. but no choice.. pity me.. tml which is sunday i fly then wed late at night then back.. AND the next day which is thursday early the in morning my darl turn to fly ler !!! that means i dun have a chance to talk to her and meet her till she comes back !!! the prob is she don't know when coming back.. haiixx... all i can do is just to waitt.. lolx.. nvm lahx.. don't think abt that ler.. lets ermxx.. talk abt some happy things kaes ? hmm... this time going genting is with 50 ppl !! wahhh.. exactly 2 buses with my relatives and friends.. SHIOK.. once again we are RAPING genting !!! lolx.. last time we use to be so siao at there de.. me and my cousin and friends all play like hell.. imagine buying lots of pizzas and KFC to flood the hotel !! hahahax.. thats fun. and while u shitting they go force open ur door and take pics !! hmm.. then flood the bumber car with our own ppl.. if there's 1 unlucky guy play with us.... muahahax.. last time got once a girl play with us.. LOLX then all our own ppl.. so we gang bang her !! hahax.. in the end she kana bang until cry... LOLX so bad of us.. hahahax.. thinking of all these happy memories realli makes me happier !! lolx.. Buttt.. i realli realli miss my darl like hell liaox.. 26 days i never see her !!!!!!!! kaox.. maybe u think thats impossible.. but we did it !! lolx.. hmm.. but she left a msg for me today.. wanna know ?!?! hahahax.. dun tell yar.. shhhhh.. LOLX.. hahax.. after seeing her msg realli feels so much better.. ADRENELINE RUSH.. lolx.. although feeling lighter but head still a bit painpain sia... haix.. hmm.. think ending here liaox.. remember tag my blog kaes ? hahax.. so i know who has come be4.. thxx.. but be4 ending here today i got a msg for my darl.. so pls dun read if u are not my darl.. but i know u will read de lahx.. hahahax..
darl:
don't say sry to me le kaes ? i know you now very busy with things de.. but i will wait.. although i feel bored at home this few days but i can always feel ur presence beside me.. i will always always remember our tiny little promise.. and the promise shall never ends.. i believe as long as our hearts are together.. just as wad u said.. we will never part. remember take good care of urself when i not around kaes ? hmm. of course i will take care of myself too.. i will try to sleep early every night de.. same for u too. hahahax.. then we shall meet in our dreams. I love u loads.
The never ending story of ours..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Friday, November 25, 2005
11:45 PM
LOLx.. hahahahahax.. laugh be4 posting.. but i found out that i cant even laugh.. today my 4th day at home... but yesterday already decomposed der.. so decomposed le of course is become minerals and back to the nature.. yeah !! sianx.. yesterday night cant sleep.. and think of soooo much things.. but today cant remember anything.. i can only remember i staring at the window and think of many things.. just cant sleep well. keep on wake up during mid-night.... haixx.. why things become like this ? before holidays come.. u will be praying for the holidays.. but when holidays came.. u will wan sch.. ahhhh.. there's only 3 words to describe my life.. FUCKED UP LIFE.. lolx. dun realli give a damn for everything liaox... care so much also no use.. in the end also got nothing left for me... lonely me. T_T.. lolx... today had a new break-through !! haix.. one whole day never chat with darl !! lolx.. new break-through must congrats me horx... although it doesn't feels good.. lolx.. no choice ppl is da man ren mah.. hahahahx.. things din go well since the start of holidays.. before the bridging course de holiday lahx.. stupid sch !!! actually many things is the bridging course hai de !! i hate it.. FUCKED UP sch.. lolx.. sianx lehx.. today my mind so empty.. nothing much for me to write.. although i already write a lot..hahax.. i was wondering if one day my comp go spoil then how ahh.. think i may as well go die.. lolx.. everything i do also cannot.. ppl will give their comments and all those craps.. haix.. But why care so much ?!? haix.. actually it isn't as simple as u think.. hoping for ice-age hahahahax.. then everyone will die ler.. no more worries.. LOLX.. kidding lahx.. today so restless.. play game also si bai.. online no one chat with me.. all busy or away de.. aiyah..i think thats it for today lahx.. tml still need go for the stupid scouts.. kaox.. so early !! now so late ler.. think going sleep liaox.. if not tml cant wake up.. Bye all !! Gd nitex..
It isn't easy...
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
11:29 PM
I'm officially DECOMPOSED ! lolx.. siao liaox lahx.. today AGAIn whole day at home.. BUt today is not rotting liaox.. rotting de period is over.. now is decomposing.. but until now, i'm fully decomposed.. Yeah .!!! must celebrate with me for fully decomposing kaes ? wahahax.. congratulations to me !! thank you.. hahax.. today is worse ! gonna go mental hospital.. more craps for me !! hahahahahahax.. dun laugh too much lahs.. later teeth drop i die liaox.. come blame me.. lolx.. sry lahx.. for making u laugh so much... ... .. i know u going diaox.. but no choice. no one going out with me ! all either with other friends, or have their darl Or crazy on gaming.. haix.. left me alone !! sianx.. today i think so much.. cux too boring liaox.. so tot of jumping off the window and see if i'm still alive.. then try climbing up to a tree and hang on the lamp-pole down the road.. the best is drop down and die !! then no need care so much for the world !! haix.. but i still dun wish to die de.. there are still many things in the world for me to do and accomplish.. hahax.. i try asking, why am i always waiting.. and i finally got an answer for myself.. and that is: because i have hope. thats it.. simple. hahax.. i will always wait for the hope.. no matter how long it gonna takes.. even a thousand years.. hahax.. aiyah.. suddenly thought of the linjunjie song.. yi qian nian yi hou.. lolx.. today actually i wan write more craps der.. but dunno got ling gan a not.. if no ling gan then also cannot write so much liaox.. haix.. actually i write so much got reason. first is to *fa xie* lolx.. dunno how to say it in english.. second is i know u are boring so write more for u to read.. third is i'm also boring. so think of more things for myself to write.. then i wont be boring lers.. haix.. why is the world going against me !!! yet i cant do anything.. and only can juz let fate decides... haix.. sometimes i really feel why care so much ? juz heck care everything and continue my lonely life.. But i cant do that... there's so much things i need to consider before doing things.. even saying a sentence to someone.. haix.. say wrong one word means DIE.. sianx.. now so late ler.. so many online. but yet no one talk to me. i sucks.. !! haix.. suddenly stop for a moment and dunno wad more to write.. but i really really wish to write more.. maybe today i write too much liaox lahx.. but i still got a lot of things to say.. tml then continue lahx.. bye for now. Nitex.
the promise i gave will never
be
broken. its for now and forever.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
11:29 PM
wthh.. another rotting day for me !! why ? why ?!?!!? why ?!?!?!?!?!?! ARGHX.. i'm juz a useless freako.. wandering down the corner of the street.. gagagahhx !! si ler suan ler.. byebye.. lolx.. kidding lahx.. preparing to write lots of craps !! wahahax.. cux too borin liao mahx.. why boring ?!?!? cux nothing to do.. why nothing to do ? cux now is holiday then dun feel like studying.. why dun feel like studyin ?!? cux now is holiday lah !! kaox.. can dun ask so much ?? LOLXX.. sry sry today i a bit siaosiao liaox.. something is amiss... sianxx.. why !?!? dun ask why.. there are things in the world with no reasons... no why.. juz like u love someone.. there's no reason why u love.. cux u juz love... kaox.. wahahax.. i dying.. byebye.. ... ... ... woOops.. haix.. stupid me.. don't even know how to die in a way with no pain.. ahhh... can someone kill me pls ? i noe no one will kill me.. cux he/she we will be in jail or death sentence... who will so silly come and kill me ?!? hhahahax.. so late liaox.. tml still have the stupid chemistry lesson !!!! cb asshole... dun really feel like going !! maybe wont go liaox.. bluff her say i not in singapore.. BUT, wtff.. sat still got scouts.. later she sure see me !!! then sure ask me why never go.. den i will tell her i not in singapore.. BUTt.. my scoutie mates all know i sunday then fly.. GAH... why am i so stupid !! cant even think of a reason for not going !! lolx.. i'm realli bo liaox huh ? write so many craps for u to read !! cux i also noe u boring mahs. so write more for u to read lohx.. hahax.. see i so good.. don't need praise lahx.. i know i very goody der.. haix.. aiyah.. talk so much rubbish le still haven say wad i done today.. hahahax.. actually today also nothing much to say.. wait wait and wait.. thats all i can do.. hahax.. but i will still wait no matter how long it gonna take.. waitting... hahax.. ok lahx.. think ending liaox.. cux realli cant think of any more rubbish for me to write.. sianx.. go sleep liao lahx.. remember sleep tight kaes ? sweet dreams.. gd nitex.. muackies !! lolx.. diaox.. ... ... ... haix.. bye for now.. haix haix haix..
no matter how long it gonna takes... i will wait..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
11:49 PM
sianxx.. early in the morning wake up by the stupid rain.. sux sia.. then found out that house no ppl.. haix. all dunno gone where. left me alone..lolx. then went online after wash up. then dunno do wad liaox.. but actually i noe my darl shld be online quite early de. so wait a while.. hahahax.. and she's online !! lolx.. chat with her. but wth mannx suddenly she went offline.. hahax.. tot something happen. but later she called me.. hahax.. haix. rotting day.. whole day stay in front of comp screen do nothing.. sianx !!! actualy wanna go out but keep raining.. gahh.. then stay at home rot. ROTTING DAY! gtg go sleep liaox.. byes
why am i always waiting ?
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Monday, November 21, 2005
11:45 PM
LOLX.. wahahax.. fun day today.. went out with sihao and matthew to check up some scoutie stuffs at bridge road.. then have our lunch there. and we walk all the way from lavender mrt station to boon keng station to find a toilet !! lolx.. then actually wanna go home, so thought we board the train back to sengkang.. AND wtf.. we took the opposite direction and went to Dhoby Ghaut..lolx.. in the end go walk walk at Plaza singapura.. hahax.. after all this craps actually i wanna go home liaox.. but they say wan go watch the campus superstar. so went with them.. hahahax.. majority of the ppl sing like shit.. lolx.. sing the linjunjie song.. wah kaox.. *pui* lolx.. watch abt an hour then cannot tahan liaox.. so went back home. hahax. chat with my darl then she went for modelling course le. have my dinner then went back comp. left me alone.. sianxx.. then got 1 person realli so bo liao. and wtf make me dam fed up. realli not in a very good mood after this.. and my stupid idiotic sis also make me so high.. kaox.. NO MOOD. go sleep liaox.. nitex.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
10:33 PM
wahahahax.. tell u all something kaes ? LOLx.. today my darl went for the Campus Superstar and got in the first round !! hahax.. cant imagine she in the Nv uniform singing in the stage.. LOLX... anyway gd luck for you !!
miss yar loads.
love yar loads.
Nitex.
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
11:28 PM
hello everyone!! hahax.. first time posting lolx.. wake up in the early morning then went go scoutie.. sianxx. dam attendence. wtf. after dismissal then meeting for sec1 orientation camp campfire..boring. Then rain ! kaox.. and we forget to cover the poles..shit ! ran to the poles with mattew and sihao with the canvas.. trying to over the longgg poles with the stupid canvas. and in the end we covered the poles but din managed to cover ourselfs. drenched ! went back home after lunch, and slack. online and found nothing to do..sianxx..
Life never stops for me to cry,
so I'm moving on.
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